It’s been 2 years since I started going to college. I am a person who is around you all and makes friends with everyone. I am a normal human being just as anyone. You will never know my pain until you are my best friend. Until that time good luck in finding me. I am a person who smiles from outside and cries from inside. I make people laugh because I don’t want them to be where I am. I am a person who will help others even though I know I can’t handle things. I am a person who sees others’ problems more than my own. I am a person who cries to sleep everyday but I love my life and I know I have a reason that God has made me last so long. It’s not that others don’t like me but I feel that way because my mom and dad passed away. I feel sad for that when I think about it. So I keep getting into relationships which do not last. The girls think I am crazy because they do not understand. I am what I am is all that I say. It’s not easy to see another day, but when I do I thank God for it and make use of it to help people feel better. I love to sing and dance, I have never missed a day. I love music just like others and feel sad again. I have grandiose thoughts sometimes but I keep them to myself. I have gone to therapists but it makes no sense. I use the Bible as my guide everyday, to keep my sanity in the reality. I would love to share my story here because I know people feel the same way and to help them know that they are not alone in their lives. College has made me feel worse about myself because all my teachers have made fun of me am much as the days went. It’s a disgrace on how I managed to survive. I have one more year to be brave. I know once my story is done people are going to judge me. But it’s ok. It’s my life and I love it. I want to be the one helping others who are in depression and want to talk not being known to anyone. Thanks to this platform to help me share my story.
I started young. From catching the frogs which entered our house during monsoons, to catching grasshoppers, dragonflies, fishes, and lizards, I did not waste any time and watched the national geographic channel like a madman. Austin steven most dangerous is still my favorite tv show. Hope I spelled it right.
Just as you go to a doctor for your general physical check-up, your mental health check-up is also an important aspect of your overall wellness. WHO defines Health as “Health is a state of complete physical, mental and social well-being and not merely the absence of disease or infirmity.” This definition states the biopsychosocial aspect of a person’s life. To be called a healthy person you must have a healthy physique, a sound mind and a well-balanced social life. If even one of the mentioned aspects is disturbed it will cause gradual mental and social instability. Mental health has to be given priority because even if you like it or not your mind gets tired and it needs adequate rest from thinking. Thus, some researches prove that Yoga, morning walks, meditation or prayer help you keep your mind calm and peaceful. Just as you give your body a break your mind will need time off from your busy schedule.
I was the youngest and the fourth child of our family. I don’t remember my parents teaching me the letters of the alphabet. As it happens in almost every home, I learned a lot when my parents taught my brothers and sister.
